Friday, June 27, 2008

Freaking out

It's 5a.m. and I have been tossing and turning all night long. I feel like I made the wrong decision in going back to school. I registered for classes today and it took forever to choose the classes and now to make it fit my work schedule I am going to be traveling all over, to different campuses to be able to get all my classes in. (it took me and 2 administrators to figure this out) And I chose to go into Graphic Communications, what am I going to do when I graduate? Are there going to be any jobs in our area, in this field? It's going to cost us a lot of money in gas for me to go to school, and it's not like we will be bringing any extra money in. Their is a community college withing 10 minutes of the hospital, so I could take classes there and still be to work on time. Now I'm struggling to decide if it would make more since to drop out of Baker (a private college) and go to Mott (community college). I don't know why I didn't just think of Mott in the first place. Urrgh!!! Sometimes I feel like I complicate my life by, never seeing the easier possibilities.

Thanks for letting me Babel on, I hope this makes since, I am really tired right now.

1 comment:

Deb said...

Angie, I know you will figure out the best thing to do for you and your family. Just going back to school itself is a huge decision, and I applaud you for that! Figuring out everything else can be so hard. I went through something similar a few years ago and did end up changing my mind at the last minute and it all worked out for the best. Hugs to you! Please don't hesitate to ask if you need anything!